Falling More In Love*

It's official...my Elder is now in Samoa<3

As the days got closer to him leaving the MTC, my nerves started to kick in. I think I felt every emotion known to mankind lol I was happy, nervous, anxious, sad, etc. Since Kalani was in the MTC, he wasn't able to call or skype on Mothers Day. I cannot tell you how many textes, posts, messages, etc., I got in regards to wishing me luck or just the excitement people felt for me because they knew that he was going to call when he left the MTC this past Wednesday.

Since I knew this, I took 2 of my 3 jobs off lol. I woke up early and got ready for the day...the day I was waiting 9 weeks for:') Noon passed and I still received no call. I was nervous because I needed to be at my last job by 5 & I was scared that he was going to call me while I was there. I wanted to make sure that we had enough time to talk so I prayed and prayed that he would atleast call before I went in and if he didn't then I would atleast want a confirmation that he was safe<3

Then it happened...

My phone finally rang, playing that ringtone that I missed hearing so much<3 I was so happy, I had to take a picture before I answered! Lol To get all my other MG's excited:) The feeling is hard to explain and can only be felt when you experience it for yourself.

We talked. We cried. We laughed. We made the best of our time. All I can say is, it was special<3

I remember when I first fell in love with this guy...as time went on, I didn't think I could ever fall any more deeper in love with him:') That was until I was able to talk to him this week. Talking to him that day was different then all the other times because I wasn't talking to him as my "boyfriend" I was talking to him as my missionary<3 There was something different about the way he talked, not just about/to me but about things in general, I soon realized that it was because he was speaking through the mouthpiece of Christ<3 :') I wish I could explain it more in depth but theres no words that can describe it at all.

I am so grateful for the opportunity that I had to talk to him and feel of his spirit and his example<3 He's not the same guy I dropped off at the MTC 9 weeks ago, he's better and I couldn't be more proud of him than I am right now<3 Just when I thought I couldn't fall in love with him any more, hearing him speak as a missionary changed all that<3 I love you Elder Fitisemanu:') 

One Day Closer*

So remember that time when I didnt have a life? The life where I got to blog every single day to explain my life? Where all I did was CRY my eyeballies out because of how much I missed Kalani? Well my life has completed changed, except the part where I miss Kalani<3 Lol 

It's changed because I went from having soooo much time to myself to pretty much having NO time to myself Lol. Working full time is...crazy. And no not the kind of 8-5 full time job, I'm talking about the kind where I wake up at 6:00 and dont return home til 10:00 at night. It's so exhausting but I know it'll get better...I hope. Lol

On the BRIGHTER side, My Elder is coming up to his 9th week in the MTC:') Ahhhh!!!!! Tomorrow he makes 2 months! Which meeeeansss, he is finally leaving the MTC and going to Samoa:') <3 Wednesday is the day, so you already know I took the entire day off *wink wink! Lol I am so excited for him and so proud of him<3 He seriously brings out the best of me and makes me so happy, and he's not even here to do it<3 I can't believe how fast time is going here, and I cannot wait to see the adventures that happen over the next few months:')

I'm not gonna lie, I have those days where I really miss him, but then I remember what were working for<3 I love being busy though, because the waiting doesnt seem as hard as it was before <3 Now that I feel like things are finally on its course, I can genuinely smile and say today was better than yesterday, because its one day closer to seeing my missionary again<3 :')

Bits & Pieces*

Can you say M.I.A.!? Lol I am going through blogging withdrawals so I think I should make a quick blog update of my life so far:) Cause I know that youre all dyyyyying to know;) Lol

1. If you don't already know, I am back in Hawai'i<3 Getting my tan on, cause you and I both know it's much needed. 

2. One of my childhood, best, close, whatever you wanna call it, friend, was sealed to her sweetheart! We're so happy for you Eleni Toluta'u, aka. The New Mrs/ Tukuafu<3 Still can't believe you're married!

3. The second week home, I finally decided to find a job AND I got hired on the spot! Lol I'll be making use of my major at Dr. Schlacters and also living my passion by dancing for the Polynesian Culture Center...AGAIN haha Soooo if you're ever in town, come visit me!:)

4. I got a new scent! Lol Scents are seriously like my thing, haha. My signature (yes, I have a signature smell, I promise haha) is Pure Seduction from Victorias Secret* You dont believe me? Ask anyone who's close to me! Lol Then I was into Heat By. Beyonce, but she broke my wallet. Nowwww I'm loving my new and improved Paris Amour from Bath and Body Works<3 New smells do wonders:)

5. I joined as much networks as I can to suck up my time but now that I have 2 jobs, well you know the rest. I really want you to follow me:) Lol & I will follow back, I promise!

Instagram: queen_ayesha

Tumblr: http://alohayesha.tumblr.com/

Blogspot: http://waiting4myelder.blogspot.com/

6. Last but not least, My missionary sent me the cutest package:') Which I love love love<3 But I will post on that later<3 Isn't he handsome!?!? *sigh

So far, my stay here has been really busy! I remember reading other MG's blogs on how they're so busy and I only wished that I could be that busy too...now that I am all I want to do his sleep! Lol Time is going by so fast, it's crazy! My Elder has been gone for over 7 weeks now and it's crazy to think that I have survived this long<3 Lol Although I miss Utah and its "conveniences", I do love being home and being around my immediate family<3 I know these next few months will be challenging, especially preparing for my mission, but I know everything will be worth it in the end<3 

With that being said, here's to the Bits & Pieces that I know will add up to Big Blessings<3 

Giving In*

Alright I gave in. Yes, its actually happening....I made myself a TUMBLR! Lol So please follow me:)

Make All Your Dreams Come True---> Here<3!:)

If you're not already following this blog, then go ahead and click follow...you know you wanna:) 

& if you have instagram, follow queen_ayesha :) I will follow back! It's all about following! Lol

It's crazy because now I am just joining anything that I can, that will suck up my time;) Lol Pretty crazy, I know. But so far its working! haha

I'm sorry for being M.I.A, but I am in the process of posting an update<3 So be sure to look out for that* Love you guys!

Xoxo;

Ayesha:)

PS. Happy Birthday to my Handsome Nephew D'Zion Prince Malakai Seui-Taukolo<3 

One Way Ticket*

As I sat at the Salt Lake City Airport waiting for my flight back to my homelands of Lai'e, Hawai'i, I was blessed to be in the presence of some of Gods chosen servants<3 I couldn't help but hold back the tears as I saw missionaries leaving, or more so returning home:') The spirit that they carried with them reflected off of them to me and then it hit me...my Elder is one of them and is part of that same army<3 I cannot describe the feeling and all I can say is I'm a sucker for being a crybaby. Lol

My mind began to drift, back to when I first moved to Utah back in September of 2009. I couldn't believe how fast the time flew by and how much I had grown. I knew I was going to miss this place a lot and saying goodbye to it was really hard. I have grown to love Salt Lake and its become my second home so now that I have just a One Way Ticket, it's kind of hard to accept that I won't be coming back.

I found it somewhat easier being in Salt Lake and knowing that Elder Fitisemanu was just a few towns over in Provo. I honestly thought it would be harder but it wasn't at all, I mean just to know that he's somewhat near, lessens the worries. Now that I am going to be farther away, I know that it will get a little harder but I also know it'll all turn out to be just fine:')

As I think more about it, I realized that one of the biggest reasons why it was going to be hard to leave Utah was because Utah was just Kalani & I, if that makes any sense. With me being from Hawai'i and him being from California, Utah was where we first met & it's been the place that created MOST of our memories together<3 It's where he asked me to be his, where we shared our first kiss, where we struggled and learned, where we opened his mission call, where we grew to not only love eachother but to learn to truly love & trust in our Savior<3 It's hard to pick up and leave from the place that created US<3 :') It's crazy to think of how much memories Salt Lake City, or just Utah and the Mainland in general, has.

Although I am going to miss this place like crazy, I am so grateful for all the things that I have learned here. I am grateful to my family, who never failed to look after me and who took such good care of me while I was here. I am grateful to LDS Business College, for teaching me that no matter what, God loves me and will always be there in my time of need. You would think that school was the place that taught you how to write essays, how to  solve math equations and etc., and although this college has taught me that, it really taught me more about bettering my relationship with my Savior<3 and words cannot express how eternally grateful I am for that:')

My chapter here in Utah is now closed and a new chapter is starting back home in Hawai'i and I look forward to the blessings of preparing for a mission<3 :') Although I am leaving, Utah will always have a special place in my heart, and don't worry, I will be back:') Thank you Salt Lake City! I miss you already.