Monday, June 11, 2012

2605 Miles*

If you don't already know, my Elder is now in Samoa, now serving the people God called him to serve, and now 2,605 miles away <3

Being busy with work has been good because its somewhat replaced that emptiness that I have been feeling. It lets me get my mind off of distance & time-so its been so far so good:) Before, I never used to believe people when they said that things would get easier, because those who know me, know that I am a drama queen when it comes to stuff like this. Lol I dont deal well with people leaving, I think thats a major weakness of mine. But thank goodness for work right!

When I find myself worrying, the spirit finds its way to me to comfort me and let me know that everything is okay or that it will be <3 Yes, its true, the first month is really the hardest and then it really does get easier :') Of course you're going to have those days where all you want to do is eat ice cream all day and look at photos of you guys together while listening to A Thousand Years By. Christina Perri Lol And that is totally fine <3 I feel like we all need a good cry once in a while <3

I guess what I'm trying to say is that you somewhat get used to him being away and not in any bad way but you just get used to missing him <3 You learn how to cope with the distance and you learn how to be patient, which I feel is such a huge thing to be. If it wasnt for my Heavenly Father, I wouldnt have Elder Fitisemanu in the first place, and all He asks of me is 2 years to be patient for the Eternal Companion my Heavenly Father is trying to shape him to be, for me :')  <3

I know that things will get easier, because it already has. And I know that if I continue to stay patient, focused and faithful, that the blessings will be sweet <3 Now that I look at it, 2,605 Miles doesnt seem so far apart after all <3 :')

2 comments:

  1. what area is he in now? (: maybe i'll run into him.
    highly unlikely since samoa is HUGE! anyways i'm glad you're keeping busy and the wait is getting so much more easier for you!
    keep it up(:

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    1. Hi Sis! I Believe He's In Tutuila Right Now :) & Omg I Didnt Know You Were In Samoa! :) Your Dad Has Been Popping In And Out At Our Reunion <3 SO Nice Having Him <3 But Thank You Sis! You Already Know Im Loving Being Busy! Lol Love & Miss You Sis! <3

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